Good god i wish i had did things differently.
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Just take care of you. That's your job right now.
I never sat well with the whole “we do not regret the past, nor do we wish to shut the door on it.” There’s things I’ve done that haunt me when my head hits the pillow, and you’re asking me to be ok with that?
What I’ve learned is that I had to focus on my right f now. I cannot change what I did, what happened to me, or what came of my choices. But I CAN go to bed 15min earlier. I CAN eat a little healthier. I CAN tell myself that it’s ok, and that I was doing the best I could with what I had at the time. Even if I didn’t believe it at first, it helped make some significant strides in my education and perception of recovery. No bad days, only bad moments. 
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