Just remember there is the PERSONAL Higher Power and there is the GROUP CONSCIENCE Higher Power for purposes of staying sober and sane. Regarding the PERSONAL Higher Power: it can be God, Jesus, Buddha, the group, the 12 steps, four absolutes, a tree, nature, cognitive restructuring, the telephone, an app, ANYTHING THAT KEEPS YOU SOBER, or some combination thereof. Regarding the GROUP CONSCIENCE Higher Power: it should be LOVE and SUPPORT for one another. We all need that Higher Power.
TODO: Knowing that your concept of a Higher Power can evolve, try one and use it and see if it will keep you sober. Proven methods that seem to work are AA meetings, 12 steps, relying on a sponsor's guidance, a God you can pray to, and any combination thereof. I try to use a combination thereof and it's been working for 36 years. Whatever you choose, the only thing you have to do is pick one or more.