Can't seem to even get a day 1

Just struggling with getting back on track after recently falling head first back into my addiction to meth and blues. And I recently got a job which is a huge success and step forward for me! I start the 8Th. But my marriage is beyond toxic and my husband is more trouble than any kind of support. The codependency aspect of our relationship is really bad! I don't understand why I just can't walk away! And now I'm going to be homeless. Ready to just give up honestly.

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This is a significant step! You reach out! Have you tried a meeting, even virtual? It's easy for me to give advice but to hear you are not alone and your struggles are genuine, and you CAN do this; you will soon see 1-hour turn into two into one day, into two days, into one week, into one month, and bam! You're sober and in recovery! I'm proud of you for reaching out!
Holler any time!

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Steve is right asking for help is HUGE! A meeting would be a great next step. There are plenty of women with at meetings that would be happy to help you!
Holler if you need anything!

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Great job reaching out

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Agreed with all above !!! So happy for you to reach out and. ask for help .
Will your husband go with you to meetings or counseling?

Keep posting here , we are here for you

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Keep going Jessica! Sometimes the first step has to be backwards. But then it’s two steps forward!! Your sobriety has to come first above all else. A whole new world will open up to you!!!!!!!