Can't sleep again...its gonna be a long 12 hr shift in the morning. I keep replaying the other day in my head of my now ex bf relapsing and taking it out on me. A part of me still loves him and the other part of me knows we could never go back to the way things were. He hurt me so much!...i pray i never relapse and ever see that side come out of me!
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Thats tough Valerie, I am sorry to hear about his relapse. Sometimes it’s tough because in recovery. We do talk a lot about helping others and supporting one another just as often we have to do things for our self. I know it sucks now, but you’re on the right path and recovery is stronger for going through this. I work 12 hour shifts too and I know when you’re dealing with personal stuff and trying to manage recovery and working it’s a lot. As you may be as sleep as you’ll get no matter what keep doing the things that support your recovery. If you’re meeting person, double or tripple up. Surround yourself with your friends that you’ve made in recovery..
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Bummer. It will all work out ok as long as you stay sober.
Stay the course
Good morning Valerie, I hope you’re having an amazing day. I hope you had the strength to push itto Keep up with the day 
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