Can't sleep.
Usually, i cant keep my eyes open, then wake up around 3am.
This poor sleep is driving me nuts!
Way too much on my mind.
Moneys tight (thats not new tho, i can budget and always figure stuff out)
The darn townhouse wont sell (been on the market since last Nov) the exes lawyer keeps calling and emailing, as if I have anyway to make it sell faster... Ive decluttered, painted, renovated, consulted on how the furniture "should be situated" all at cost to me. My ex wont help with that.
My daughter had surgery a few weeks ago (only 26) and had to have her second ovary removed. Poor thing is on hormones forever now.
Son(16) had to be put in antidepressants/antianxiety meds because he was having complete bteak downs.
I just feel like everything is so hard. Why did i want to grow up?
Im alone most of the time.
I go to the beach alone, i go to music in the park alone. I dont know how to make friends, and everyone seems to drink in excess, i dont want to be around that. Or they smoke pot like its going out of style. Like, no thanks, i dont feel like sitting around and eating my feelings.
Sorry for my rant.
Maybe one day i will be able to come here and share good news. Fingers crossed
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