Even though I know it's Killing me I can't stop! Tonight I'm drunk to the point of nausea and dizziness. Ready to vomit my wretched soul and body! I despise the creature I am when I'm drunk. I hate myself and who I am. Period the end of a good viable human and just a total worthless piece of sh..t when Il give in. I feel as though I'm the person who can't be totally honest and truthful, a true unfortunate as The Big Book says. That is ME!
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I need help!
Get on your knees and surrender. Ask y our higher power to take the obsession. Get to a lot of meetings. You can do it, you are worth it 
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God bless you Diane. This morning I awoke and immediately began to pray y
My God is greater than all my fears and doubts. Thank you
I thought I was that true unfortunate one as well. Turns out I’m not. You’re not either. You can do this
My suggestion because I was just like that. I mean I required a wine as soon as I woke up not to shake, please get into a detox hospital. They have medication to help you stop drinking. Without that help and an amazing recovery team I wouldn’t have 31 months sober on May 3rd. Please don’t try to stop on your own. Let me tell you one more thing too my friend 40 has stage 4 cirrhosis and now waiting for a liver transplant to live. Please do this because the death from this is brutal.
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