Change is scary and I’ve got new sobriety but each day is getting better. I am keeping busy, hitting meetings, checking in here, filling my head with positive content, and being more in the moment. Each day is getting better. My spouse is currently using and it’s tough to be around. I will need to set some boundaries soon if it continues but i am trying to see that he is sick and I am trying to Be helpful without jeopardizing my own sobriety.