Chapter 10
My life as a spirit animals was no different than my life as a human.. Wandering around and having no real direction and not knowing what I was doing and making it up as I go along I have been a spirit guide for years now and have guided humans when and if I could. Yet as with most guidance regardless of professional, personal or well meaning. It is through the lens of the beholder and some lenses see less or are dustier than others. As I said I did my best
To quote old blue eye. Regrets I have a few. I did it my way
There is no spirit guide mentor or training or handbook. There is no meetings or coins that you get for amount of spiritbriety. It is all a flash in the pan a millisecond and mistake at a time. People see us as guides but it is more of the blind leading the blind. We aren't gods and even gods and goddesses aren't gods.. it is more of a corporate enterprise thing. Anyway ...
The human and to protect their privacy let us call them ummmmm chalk outline. Anyway good old chalk was in a bit of a bind.. they had lost their tribe due to a virus that was going around and the tribe exiled chalk so they were all alone. They attempted to find new tribes, safe refuge in numbers.. yet nothing fit.
Chalk: what should I do nice bunny?
Me:Why do you need anyone? I am all alone and happy.
Chalk: you have me.
Me: it is more of a counselor and client relationship. We aren't friends.Besides I have had a lot of clients doesn't mean I get attached. I mean I feel as any good spirit guide would for you stupid creatures yet I don't feel sorry for you
Chalk: okay so guide me great powerful being. What's your bright idea?
Me: hey could we do it without the snarky attitude?
Chalk. If you say so bunny stew.
Me: Your old tribe is gone. Similar tribes that you attempt to join don't work for you because you have changed. You have grown out of your old ways of doing stuff and need more room to grow in limbo. Maybe you just need to sit with yourself and be alone and in solitude. Dig deep and have patience for yourself and make true peace.
Chalk; easier said than done how do you deal with ummm physical yearnings?
Me: I cannot comment on that.. I haven't felt those in a very long time. What I do know is that once you focus and heal the right people will come along. Sometimes we are alone for a reason.
Chalk: thank you bunny
Me: Good luck chalk.
With that I hopped off.