Chapter 11
People think I no longer feel. That it is a matter of turning a switch and you feel nothing and you are just numb.. Sometimes the people or in my case spirit guides that appear the coldest and aloof and dead from the hare line down, get it because I am a rabbit. Back to my point .. it is ones who have seem too much that they just detach that actually care to no end but to save their soul they appear clinical guise of a sterile reply mixed in with humor to cope with the internal pain. I have been a spirit guide for over 4000 years now and I have gotten better but still have a lot to learn . I can handle the cryers, the people begging for other options, pleading if I could heal them and that they wouldn't have to go on their journey ahead of them.. but honestly I say I can't. Your path is your path and for me to provide such things would rob you of your healing process and that would be a disgrace to me and well the human I am helping. If I had to sum up what I have learned.
1.All of us are traumatized in some way..
2. Talking about it isn't always healing, it may help but sometimes it is good to sit with self in silence and listen to the healthy inner groove voice
3.Thete are no quick spells or elixirs that will make it all better. Not even love potion number 9.
4.no relationship will make you better.
5. Solitude is good, isolation is deadly
6. Emotions aren't bad, but not being able to sit with yourself when emotional can be.
7.. choose wisely who you keep close and please find what is healthy for you and your personal boundaries.
8. It is all just a magic show and we are all turning tricks.
9.. don't work so hard impressing an image of yourself that isn't even you for others that are already a memory.
10.. Remember bodily functions are natural and funny don't be smug and have your nose in the air like you don't do them.
Just let go and enjoy the simple things .. just peeing without it being in a hospital into a bag should already make it a 5 star day . Why complicate stuff you silly human.