Chapter 6
I walked through fields of not the stupid sting song, but fields of fog I walked alone no guides, no people, places and things on freaky deaky frequencies Kenneth. I was alone or others would call it solitude. I guess it depends on your perspective.. They say you are never truly alone. Even when you feel it. They say reach out one is only a crow away.. in my land you tell the crow what you're feeling or anything else you want to tell a far distant human or creature.. it will fly to the location and do the song and dance delivery like the frog in the old cartoons of lore. One may have people they can crow on. Yet to have human touch is completely different. Not in the marvin gaye way. Just a simple human handshake or hug. When one longs for that no matter how many people one can crow nothing is going to fill that void. One may even join a underground troll club. First rule to troll club is..... Shhhhn. As I walked I thought about it all the things I lost and was I truly ready to let it go.. I saw all my errors before me due to having miles to think.. I saw my role fairy and giant meaning tiny and big. Yet was I truly ready to let all that go? What parts of my identity and aspects of self that I created to feel self worth. Yet either way did it really matter? We are all just on a dot on a sun beam a wise intelligent from your world once stated. Yet being in my head was all nonsense because it was all done anyway and I was alone either way walking through fog with no real direction.
I tripped over a rock and landed on a pile of good size rocks knocking my lower front teeth out and having a stone impale my right eye having me lose sight. I grabbed my small pouch and poured some glitter in my eye to stop the bleeding. I grabbed another pouch and drank some rainbows to heal my mouth. No the rainbow doesn't have a taste. After I healed myself the best I could.. I walked on the rocks before me.
A goddess stopped me dead in the tracks. She was a glowing light or a figure of a female, but just the outline the rest was all bright light.
Goddess: the path may have started out easy and you can turn back at any point. Did you really feel you would get to the end of your journey without any bruising, busting and blinding along the way?
Me: Quack this road to happy destination.
Goddess 'Such a human response. Do you even know where you're trying to go on your journey or are you wandering hoping you will find what you seek? Even if you are seeking anything anymore.