Chapter 9
I walked across the lake as though it was frozen. Floating across it would make it feel as though I was attempting to be a snow off, in that egocentric of self ... like look what I can do whoopie . I had no body anymore and no real sense of self but just thought. I could see the ripple effects I made of the pressing down of the dirt as. I stepped on dry land..... Yet there was no real me there anymore. No body to drag around or emotions to feel.. just random firing of ideas and observation, but I guess that is what being alive is, but being stuck j cage but now I was free. What ever the word I means anymore.
"What creature do you want to be?"
I didn't see anything for miles.
"I am not a physical form of anything so don't think in those terms. I am just a spirit like yourself."
Me:What do you mean what creature do I want to be? I want to stay in this form. Just glide along and be chill and not a freak on a leash. "
Spirit: So you want to be a selfish spirit?
Me: I don't see you as a creature do you must be one self sack of....
Spirit:Whoa let me stop you right there pal.. I did my time and killed my number. If you knew the size of my hit list of how many people I guided as a butterfly of all things it would send your yellow brick road asssssssssssss, back to the tornado and back to Kansas Dorothy and truly internalize the nonsense of which came out of you So I will ask you again. The question what do you want to be and how do you want be of service to others?
Me:I want to be s motivational speaker who lives in a van down by the river.
Spirit: okay but what creature do you want to be?
Suddenly I heard song lyrics from your world in my well.....sprit. "Run rabbit run dig that hole against the sun and when you're tired and the work is done don't sit down it's time to dig another one. "
Before I could say anything . Poof
Spirit: Good choice a rabbit it is Now go forth and multiple the people you help
Then suddenly there was silence.
I looked down and saw my paws. I rubbed them against my fur and my rabbit ears.
I looked across the lake where there river dumped me out and there was a van sitting there.
I hopped around the lake to where the van was and climbed into the van through a doggy door style hole in the door. It had a small dog bed and caved into the wood Rex was here.. Next to that it read Brooks was here. Get busy living get busy guiding.. that's dam right.