Cocaine and not wanting to go to work. I mean I don’t do it everyday but I relapsed on it because I convinced myself it was better than dope.
The little lies we tell our self are always bigger than we think. Addiction doesn’t care, it just wants you to do nothing but feed it. If you truly want to get clean, there is a whole community of people with their hands out. You just have to grab on. Meetings, detox, rehab… whatever it takes.
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ugh I know the feeling. I have finally began to do somewhat of a “cost benefit analysis” and weighed out the pros and cons of doing cocaine. for me, the it (sometimes) helps to remind myself the cons of feeling like sh*t afterwards and losing money when doing cocaine. I have been there, and you are not alone. you got this.