Coming out of the illusion that I needed to heal

Coming out of the illusion that I needed to heal to be complete was the day I became free! Healing is a trap and will never happen there will always be another retreat or method or therapist with their hand out. I thank god I only went down rabbit holes for 5 years and not lifetimes. Its not easy but it is simple to see that all of the suffering is created. Theres no pain in the present. I carried so many stories of the past to justify and have excuses/reasons to stay stuck. Those same stories will recreate the same garbage relationships and so called bad luck. When I first started this sober journey I came across Joe Dispenza than it quickly turned into all of this other nonsense created by humans to charge $$ to assist in healing! Im pretty sure they were as lost as I was believing in what they practice. Long story short they coulda gave me a table spoon full of sugar or salt and same healing would have happened. We dont need anything besides the knowing that we create all of this and it can be heaven or it can be terrible pain and suffering. It took alot of seeking to get here and I guess that needed to happen and I feel obligated to save others alot of time and money by saying just wake up and know you are ok right this second unless you want to hold onto the story “Im broken/weak/addicted to something. “I need to heal my inner child or talk about my past abuse that caused me to be addicted to something or My ptsd or anxiety wont allow me to be whole and complete. We can create our new identity the second we decide and dream up the most amazing life and it will manifest. Find the most limiting belief or worst fear and start facing these! They are powerless in the light! God is not in the sky or a diety in a church or temple to beg and pray to we are god and our thoughts and words are praying constantly.

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