Coming up on 2 months clean had 7 months earlier this year already. Feeling kinda lost to be honest, trying to reinvent myself in late 20s as single partiality disabled dude. Have a condition called Nueropathy from having my legs ran over by a car.
Trying to figure out what Im doing Between Gods will and figuring out possible school or career chang + trying to make new friends. Sometimes feels like the pressure of time is against me but dont wanna make snap decisions.
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Congratulations on your time being clean!
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Thanks man🔥 Learning to live a healthy, happy life again is the real challenge. I felt like a dry drunk chasing money earlier this year, and just wasn't happy. part of why there was a month long relapse. I had 3 years in early 20s. Gotta learn to be happy and find the right flow ❤️🔥
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Isaiah have to ever considered NA meetings? If you make it to an NA meeting seek out someone you can trust, relate to and seek their guidance.
I get the Neuropathy. I have it in both feet.
God's will is always the next indicated step.
You can never go wrong with school. Knowledge is power. If you can get some type of financial aid and still be able to work then go for it.
If work is providing you health benefits and you're making good coin and if they're going to participate in paying for part of your education then stay where you're at and go for it.
If they're not going to participate in paying for part of your education and your still able to make good coin then stay put power through them both. If something better, work wise comes along the way, consider that option as well.
I wish you luck. We're here for you.
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I'm right there with you brother. Man, I am so glad you're here. My success has always been from realizing that the poison offers me no benefit, 1 or a hundred.