Coming up on 80 days clean. Been out of rehab about a month. Tried to be more social this weekend.
Attended a friend’s band’s show, went to a baby shower and met up with an old friend from college.
I enjoyed getting back around people but there was drinking everywhere. It didn’t set off any triggers (it was mostly light drinking) but I definitely felt weird being back around booze and not partaking.
No burning desires. And I’m sooooo grateful for each new day of sobriety, but I’d be lying if I said these past few days weren’t tough, mostly from an emotional standpoint of accepting that I can’t do the things I used to enjoy.
Just thought I’d share and see if this resonated with anybody. Love this app!