I want to share with you that a lot of factors have always tripped me up and the worst downfall of all is for me personally to become complacent with my sobriety. Boastfulness, stubborn self pride and ignorance not understanding the basics of people's intentions, illusions and the shallowlessness intertwined. Complacency knowing that I do not have this but pretending I do anyway. Party after party all of my effing life. I don't want to be Six Feet Under, my last breath wreaking of liquor and stale cigarettes. When all I ever wanted in this life is to be loved. A human basic need restricted and ungiving until I find myself preferring my own company greatly so. So God bless us all keep striving not for perfection or validation but for being free in our life, in our lives!
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Keep pushing forward and don't give up.... Just reach out if you ever need to chat....this shyt sucks I know but also understand the I AM still has plans!!!!
"When All I ever wanted in this life is to be loved" wow that struck my soul.
I completely see myself in this statement. Just know by posting this eloquently written passage has helped at least one person today...me. I dont know you but I love you.
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