Complete honest this morning I felt like a mess about myself I purposely turned my alarm off last night to get up early to start day
I got up late caught the last 30 minutes of my Zoom meeting
I have not shared on zoom lately
I always feel like I don't matter
I got up went to the gym and listen to Devotioal stuff the whole time then o stopped at a random church and sat at there pond and continued to listen and cried
Man I get it, give in be willing
