Life on life’s terms. It’s one thing after another and it’s all making my life more difficult. I won’t waver. I won’t fall. No matter what I’ll stay sober one day at a time. Life has never been anything other than a challenge. Before I chose to drink. Before that choice brought me close to death. Today I’m sober and I am close to God. I wonder what are the reasons for all my misfortunes today when I am working so hard to be the best person I can be. I was a lucky girl when I drank. I just was. Now sober I’m the most unlucky girl. But guess what? I’m living a true life and facing everything head on. I feel like giving up but I can’t because I care. I know that it will get better if I stick to it, continue working hard and staying positive and honest.
So I’m grateful for my sobriety and not giving up.