Having a really hard time at the moment. I am currently 5 months and 5 days clean and sober. But I'm really struggling at the moment. I want to use so badly. This is really tough. How am I going to do this?? 
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You are certainly not alone. I have felt what you are feeling.
Telling on yourself is always a great move! Do you have a sponsor? If so, call & text now. Also any sober friends you can call or go and see? If not, go to a meeting and immediately tell someone what you are feeling. Ask for help.
I’ll friend request you now. You can text or call me if you want. I’m 14 years sober and sponsored many and still do.
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This can't be yr 1st rodeo after being sober for 5 months and 5 days! How did you get through it before?
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Hang in there. Get to a meeting. Call someone in your home group.
Ask your HP for help. Remember that self reliance failed us.
Don’t throw it all away! This to shall pass 
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Find a meeting asap, or start calling
Hang in there you can do this…I mean 5 months and 5 days is incredible you’re doing great…keep your head up you got this…keep it moving…much love
Remember why you don't want to use, that it's not worth it. Congratulations on 5 months and 5 days!