Cravings are intense today but so are my emotions. My son was supposed to have soccer camp this week and he was so excited but I had to tell him he couldn’t go because I had too much work and couldn’t take him… (and his dad wouldn’t take him. But I left that part out… if he didn’t hear the argument then he didn’t…) so I cried after I told him and he just smiled and gave me the biggest hug. I’m still heartbroken for him. It’s not his fault his dad is lazy and sucks as a human.