Cravings are intense today but so are my emotions. My

Cravings are intense today but so are my emotions. My son was supposed to have soccer camp this week and he was so excited but I had to tell him he couldn’t go because I had too much work and couldn’t take him… (and his dad wouldn’t take him. But I left that part out… if he didn’t hear the argument then he didn’t…) so I cried after I told him and he just smiled and gave me the biggest hug. I’m still heartbroken for him. It’s not his fault his dad is lazy and sucks as a human.