I have been six days sober. I get bouts of crying fits here and there but i am fine. I havent texted him. I think i am going to keep him as a friend. I told him i dont want to talk to him for a month. I thought he wanted to reconcile with me because he invited me to a resturant on saturday. I said yes but then he said nevermind lets do seaworld on sunday and i was no i cant. I decided to work this weekend so i can only hangout in the afternoon but if you want i can invite you on sunday to my restuatant. He just said we can do either resturant on sunday. I got mad becauee if he really wanted to see me, he would take me out that same day, but he didnt. I told him please dont waste my time. I dont appreciate you changing plans on me. I already dont trust anything he says and that just made me not dip my toes into it again. He also said he went home to sleep. Talk about wanting me so badly. Nah bruh. Stay in your lane and ill stay in mine. So i told ill see him in a month. I am so done with him.
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It's makes sense to step back when things start feeling off. Stay focused on your sobriety.