I need to remember to not lose sight of the goal today.
I've had a not so easy day, today. Despite everything being there which I need to be fulfilled, I feel like I'm right on the precipice of a spiral. I've done all I can to stay sober and happy, yet it feels like I could tumble off into oblivion at any moment.
I know this is just another episode of my mind playing tricks on me and I won't let my inner, insidious self win. This knowledge of knowing what is going on doesn't make things easier, but at least it provides an explanation.
I will not drink with you today.