Today, I am especially grateful to God for allowing me to remain sober. I can go to a grocery store, with my son (who still wants to spend time with me), and be present in the moment with him at my side. We then came home to our apartment, another miracle. The roof over our head, heat keeping us warm, lights being on, and vehicle that I can legally operate in NY - ALL miracles. To anyone who is struggling, don't lose hope. When they told me to hit my knees and pray. I thought to myself.It might have worked for you guys, but that's not going to work for me. When they told me to just keep doing the next right action that god puts in front of me, I thought to myself that's not going to work either. Over 2 years into this thing, and I am still amazed by God's grace and unconditional love. My life is a miracle and I am grateful for today.
