Damned if i do. Damned if i don’t

Just took a drive. Was out a little over an hour. Sometimes it does the job. Sometimes it doesn’t. Tonight is the latter. It’s ok tho. I know i have a lot to work on and look forward to addressing these issues. I unfortunately don’t have many understanding people around me really ever. Never fun to live in your own little bubble but we survive. Tomorrow’s another day.

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Hopefully you will be able to get some rest and tomorrow is a better day.

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Remember this to shall pass

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Hugs from a fellow damned human...somedays all we can do is survive and that alone is kicking a$$

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Do you write music? I've been thinking about writing some songs about addiction, recover, life, .. for me probably tech death with perhaps a little progressive touch.

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I'm sorry. I'm here if you need to talk.

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I’ve been there, self doubt, fear, anxiety. But it does get better and I’m proud of you are speaking out on it taking back the power and asking for help.

…I really have to take life moment by moment, so often.

It helps to remember everything that is going well.

Sometimes I just feel thankful to be breathing.
Most moments, just grateful to be alive.
I was killing myself.

The fact that everyone here is choosing a better way to live…is a big, huge deal!

Keep going.
Some moments will s-ck…and that is just life, at times.

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