I guess my darkness is as deep as my lightness. My mind keeps reaching for that hope and gratitude I once had, fear and regret keeps blocking me from attaining it right now. I feel scared to even pray somedays like its going to cause me more problems. Although it doesnt make any sense because my intention is good and true, i feel like any move I make could cause my life more problems. There is distrust here. My brain has been going haywire.
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You're in a unique position to help someone specific because you know them better than anyone else does. (I'm talking about you) Take care of yourself and don't get down on things you can't change. That's where you should trust your Higher Power. Faith is a practice.
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