Day 0! :(

So as things seemed to get better, it’s worse.
I am not sober but trying to get into a sober living at the moment. Does anyone know of places here in Phoenix AZ.
There are certain situations I am dealing with.. homelessness, and broke. I am not sure if I am really okay?
I have a feeling things will get better but who am I kidding? Things have been up and down lately.
Trying to keep calm and collective is all I can do.