Day 1 again . Disappointed and hate myself. Was a long day of drinking vodka all day and not remembering.
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So here you are... Day 1. We've all been there. Don't beat yourself up about it. Make today count. Positive vibes for you
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I've had uncountable day 1s. And here I am on day 3. Eventually you just get tired, at least that's where I'm at. Sending hope your way 
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One day at a time. One hour at a time. One minute at a time. One second at a time. If you can make it through this one second, you can make it through another second, and then another. And eventually you’re up to 5 seconds which will add up to 60 seconds, a minute etc etc. You got this Kerry
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It’s a great day to start your new sober life, go to a meeting and get a sponser , DO the steps and help others
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No worries, be in the moment stop now if you can. You can do this. It is so very hard.
Jodi
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Yes many day 1s here as well . Ty
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Yes. Numerous Day 1(s).
I applaud every single individual who shares, posts about starting over.
It really sucks.
( As so many of us know ).
I ended up feeling as the saying goes:
“ Sick and tired of being sick and tired “.
I did what Steph Leader mentioned.
Took it moment by moment, second by second.
The few times I have had urges this time around…I revisited how disgusted I was with my self on January 18, 2022.
Have not touched alcohol since.
We deserve to be sober and get to love who we are!
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Thank you for you kind words
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Please don’t hate yourself. You slipped but didn’t slide. Please stop being hard on yourself.
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Better than day zero!!!! U winning!!! Meetings are our medicine, sharing how u feel is super important, pray for a sponsor and watch/enjoy the miracle!!!
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Most of us have multiple relapses and /or slips....the key is to learn something from each time and adapt. Also, limiting the duration of the relapse so you can get back on wagon quicker. For instance,I had months long bender relapses at first but my last one was limited to a weekend. This is a war of attrition for many of us. In the words of Joe Dirt ,"Keep on keepin' on." 
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I love the way my program works when I really work it,,, when I get out of self and help someone help and be of maximum service., that’s when I’m the happiest., might sound weird but…. When I’m being of service I’m not thinking about myself….
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So reach out and ask for help,, we’re all here to help…..
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Pick yourself back up, and start again. That’s the beauty of another day. We all only have today. Hugs. 🫂
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You got this!
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Disappointed, sure. Hating yourself, no you don't. Don't even put those words into the air. It was lack of loving yourself that got you back to day one. It happens get over it and get back on track. I will be praying for you!
Welcome back!
Ty Josh
Drop the bat. there's no need to beat yourself up anymore. Welcome back, grateful you made it.