Had to get sober again. Currently laying in bed, day 1 with a severe bleeding ulcer. Can't even eat or drink water, or sleep in any position because of it. And the worst part of all of this, is I'm losing my house. I lost my job and can't afford to pay the rent. So I'm not sure where my life's heading. But I did this to myself. Again 
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The only way is up from here!! Sounds like a good time to focus on you! I'm sorry your feeling down and out...but it will not last forever so long as you keep moving forward! You will get there 🫂🫂
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This will work out again, just need to leave that bottle alone
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As long as you want to do better....be better you will! Man I struggled to.....lost my jobs, home, vehicles, kids, you name it! And I did it repeatedly (not something I would recommend) but I kept trying - I didn't give up - so I know you can do it too! Have faith and know it will all work out! Though it will not be easy or fast but it will definitely be worth it!
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Josh, awe man thanks for sharing! I’ve been there too many times! I finally made my sobriety my number one priority in life! Over finance, romance and even family. I went to in person meetings early mornings and evenings. Did the 12 steps and helped out at the meetings. That’s when things got better and stayed better. Sobriety is the easier & softer way:)
I’m here if you want to talk
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I’ve lost so much because of alcohol . I know the feeling of being at the end of the tunnel.
There is light!
Any support system that can help you out? Mental health center for your county?
Be strong! 
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I understand my friend this is the sad part of life and reality people aren't kind the world is definitely not .try reading job some times that's all we have please pray stay blessed
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Sounds like you need medical intervention
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Checking in on you. How are you doing?
Still sober. Stomachs doing a lot better and can eat again. No bleeding. Tomorrow I should be fit enough to go out there and get a new job, and try again.
Had plenty of those already. Sadly haven't learned yet. But this time around was quite painful and enough to scare me a bit. Doing much better tonight!
It only has power when we pick up (our disease)