I really screwed up yet again. This time drank in front of my 19 year old son and my wife. The shame, embarrassment, and guilt are overwhelming this morning. My wife prob will never trust me again. And why would she? I don’t deserve it. I bring this all on myself. I just want to be better.
You’ve really gotta want it Greg. No one can make you get better. This is ALL on you. It’s mind over matter. The mind is a powerful thing!!
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Thanks. You are absolutely right. I need to do this for myself.
Absolutely!! You can’t lean on a shovel and expect a hole
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Get some help while she's still with you, we never know how long they'll stick around
I know how ya feel, we all make mistakes though. This is your chance to do something different. Instead of focusing on what you did wrong, how can you move forward and make it right? Go to a meeting, find a therapist or program. Your family loves you and just wants the best version of you. 
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