Today, I relapsed again. I was hoping to be sober but me and my husband decided to drink again. After all the bullshit we been through and all the problems that has happened. Here we are again. I am upset and angry right now because I let myself go along with it once again. I am just so irritated because the people surrounding me here at the house I am at, have no respect for me. As a human being. And they’re not friends at all. So they want to get my husband high again and expect drinks from us… But I told my husband that these people are not friends! He wasn’t here the whole time I was here dealing with these people. All and all we are packing my stuff today so we we can move to a different sobriety house. I just can’t handle this stress here anymore! This is just for personal self explanation for me. But here it is, I present it to the world too.
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That’s rough for sure. Moving sounds like a good idea. I am moving too hopefully to a better job and living environment. Meeting help me a lot in person and zoom. AA saved my life. It takes courage to keep trying. Keep it up til it sticks and it will. Withdrawal for me was miserable and I didn’t want to prolong it That helped me to put it down completely.
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Yes, get out of that house and situation. You deserve a healthy, happy life. 
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