Ate so much candy today my mouth was bleeding. 
You can find it any Caribbean store.
Do you know what soursop its also another great one with so many beneficial components in it. The team I work with is from Haiti and Jamaican. Over the years I have picked up on so many remedies from them. I also had a sushi chef who put me on to a lot of herbs that are very good too.. ginger tumeric and a few others. Anything fresh is always best.
I drink seltzer with a little light tonic and lime. Wasn’t a tonic drinker when in drinking liquor so it’s not a trigger for me. Also Kava tea is great. Congrats on your recovery. 
Kava
I don’t suggest coffee or colas. Even if they’re the go to at meetings. The sugar and caffeine activate the respirators in you brain to crave a drink. Kava helped me a lot.
The only thing for me was sweets pop, mostly gataraid and the thought of where I was coming from. Alot of meetings reading the big book and talking with others . I was my own worst company.
Hi Jay how are you doing tonight
Been better. Still clean but not so sober.
Honey and orange juice helps
Iced decaf coffee with vanilla protein and vanilla collagen powder whipped together with a whisk, poured over ice, with a splash of Hazelnut creamer. Like a shake, but a teeny bit healthier. Hits the spot at night.
Same. Tonic with lime. Surprisingly refreshing haha