Binge drinker. Chronically anxious. Tired. Lonely. Hungover af rn. I'm so mad at myself for doing this again. I want to get better. I want to heal. I need a friend. I wish for sobriety so much. Please, please, please. I'm begging for change..
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No begging needed. It’s up to you… one day at a time. You can do it!
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Hey beautiful, you got this. It is possible you’re gonna be okay. It’s the worst going through this right now, and I validate you for that. But it’s temporary. May you be safe and maybe go to a hospital bc seizures can happen from alcohol withdrawals. I had a seizure from benzo withdrawal. one day at a time. Sending my love and prayers 🩷🙏You are a warrior🩷and you recognized the problem and that’s a huge win in itself to admit to having a problem 🩷here for you dm if needed I’m here
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Day 1 sucks but you made it through the night and you’re here. That counts. Recovery is real, hold onto that.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Hey Alicia. I know exactly how you feel. I know all about the cycle. This isn’t easy. If it was we wouldn’t be here. I guess you have to ask yourself why do you want to drink and why do you want to stop? I wasn’t hungover today, but I did start the cycle again so I’m at day 1 right there with you. Me, my reasons change all the time. Feel free to message me if you need to vent, talk etc.
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What you’re doing is really hard. Give yourself grace. And take it slow.
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Thanks to all of you. I'm still sober. Heading to bed. I'm going to keep trying.
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Keeping trying .. Never give up .. that coin will drop ..
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Ultimately it’s up to you. You have to be willing to walk away from booze forever. It’s a scary thought at first, but extremely worth it!
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Alicia you can't do it alone. When I was drinking my anxiety the next day was thru the roof not to mention the regret of my behavior and the horrible hangovers. You CAN break the cycle and get well.
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You are here! So that’s a start. I’ve done it a million times. Try again. You got this!!!
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Hey darling. I was the same way. I went to the hospital and detoxed for 7 days with medical supervision and meds. It was a game changer for the anxiety and cravings. I strongly encourage you to think hard about entering a rehab for 28 days to start you off with some structure and routine to get sober. For me, I wanted sobriety no matter what and that's the key you definitely have to want it darling. You can do this. Take a day at a time cause we only live a day at a time. That mentality helps. We are here!! You can do this if you want it bad enough. It's not easy but worth it I promise
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Alicia, I too was a binge drinker and remember the monumental hangovers 
. For way too long I tried everything but the real solution. Thank God I finally got serious. The AA program really works if we work it!
The great news is that you never have to feel like this again!
I’ll friend request you now. I can show you the path to freedom.
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Thanks, yall. You're so inspiring. I'm gonna keep trying. I've got an appointment with my therapist soon to try and work out some strategies and steps to take.
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You also -deserve- to get better girl. And you can. A wish won’t do much without application, and I say that with love. Hit a meeting if that’s your thing, and if it’s not, maybe look up recovery events on Eventbrite or FB and just keep busy. Boredom is a huuuge issue for me, just keep being vulnerable and reaching out when you’re struggling.
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Girl I’ll be your friend! I need one too..
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How are you doing today? 🫶🏼
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Sending prayers 
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@alicia393510 There is no begging allowed. Just a desire to stop drinking/drugging. You're not alone. Add me. If you want to heal then you should have the desire to do it.
Hang with the winners. Hang with those that have solid sobriety. I'll be more than honored to assist you in your sobriety.
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Aww, I'll be your friend too. I'm doing pretty well, how are you?