Its Day one for me again. I am very upset. I dont know what to do. My partner is a huge bad influence to my sobriety.. I've never felt so stuck and lonely.
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I’m struggling to find day one after 23 1/2 yrs of sobriety
You are not alone it’s about find that one peaceful moment again
Don’t give up nor will
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Reach out, hit up meetings, get a sponsor, maybe have to remove yourself from that situation for awhile. Do they have any sober living houses there? I would look into that if there are
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@placebomylife371952 I say this out of love and all sincerity however you know what to do. Your 4th sentence says it ALL. Your sobriety is way more important that some fool who is toxic and jeopardizes you on a continual, daily and minute by minute basis.
In essence you're going to rinse and repeat the same actions over and over again. GAWD I hope you're not expecting a different result.
Again I say this out of love and all sincerity. I've been sober for 36+ years and see it all the time.
I'd love to see you get sober, however, it's not going to happen when you have a toxic partner in your life.
I wish you luck my friend.
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I will be totally honest with you in a very caring way. You have to make a very big decision….your partner or your health. I am keeping it totally real with you. Have you tried talking to your partner about possibly stopping together? That is not a good situation for your sobriety 
. It’s hard to be strong if someone is doing what your trying to stay away from. I don’t mean to be harsh at all just trying to share some advice. I wish you the best
Put your sobriety first! Find a meeting everyday 