Right after work I wanted to score, called someone who I knew always wanted more. I had an appointment at 4 o clock. They were waiting, right on the dot. I talked about my struggles and everything I’ve done. She said I’m proud of and I’m not the only one. Got off the phone, chose not to score, started to cook and paced the floor. It’s an hour later and I’m still sober, let’s it make it another day, or at least til the days over. Praying with all my heart.
