Day 19, I can’t believe that I never be able to enjoy a glass of good wine or a martini ever again . I did get some signs of reassurance today . .
Hi. I won't overwhelm you still with a bunch of words that may just not fit what you're feeling right now. But the first thing that popped into my mind when I read this. Is. Grace. Please give yourself some grace. What you are feeling is a hundred percent valid. And it's real. And we all feel this way in the very beginning. Sobriety is a journey of ups and downs. And mixed emotions. And most of all learning who you are again, without this really lousy relationship that you've let be in control for a long time. I can promise you that, this feeling will become a lot less overwhelming more fleeting. And then just slightly vague and almost not there. Grace. Allow it in. Feel what you need to feel, but don't let it take control. It is okay to miss something but but never want it back. If you ever need to talk or just vent, i'm here. - B
Thank you so much 