Day 2 and my mind is already drifting . I ask myself why i feel like this ? If i was truly ready to quit then wouldnt i be more gungho about it ? I always have neen in the past . But then i tell myself my health is nit good, and my relationship is suffering for it , so far im still sober , my zoomies are taking affect and my attitude is ok . I feel very alone right now and i dont want to use and im nit goung too. I have to draw the line . Im taking a couple days off throygh these zoomies and ill be back . Dont worry , ill send u message jon before hand if any thing changes . But im going to do my best to stay strong like si many of you are.
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31 days back in recovery, feels different this time, even though the triggers and my mind won't let go. Stay busy, thats helped me for sure and still having my kids and house.
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You can do this. I'm here for you as well if you need me anytime
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You can do it. Hmu if you need to talk
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Go to a meeting everyday you can and share your struggles with people who understand, The first 30 are the hardest. Find a good sponsor with years of sobriety that can talk you through the hard days. Count the days, everyday is victory.
You're worth it! Sobriety is easier in numbers. We help each other.
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I hope this helps: I read the stories in the back of big book, and I read parts of the chapter in the front, it gives me encouragement. You got this!
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