Day 24 complete, but suddenly it was very hard! I wanted so bad to let loose with my friends today…literally a tantrum between my “want” and my head…it was a battle most of the day…can say I was even feeling super “mad” that “I can’t do this anymore”….so I ate too much and way too many desserts….Look forward to someday just feeling relaxation and joy without the war within….I don’t want to “want” it anymore…..now to day 25.
Hi Gretchen, first congrats on not caving in. I told everyone that mattered to me I have a drinking problem. I think it helped me be accountable and not drink. I had a bigger problem when I was alone. That's where AA meetings helped. Then I found this app and talking and reading the posts really help me. It does get better.
I can relate. I know I do not want to drink anymore even when I think I miss it. But I am replacing with sweets and food and that’s unhealthy as well. Need to find balance and focus on doing things that keep me on track. You can do it!