Day 364

Last year on this day my two worlds finally collided, and my addict life was finally exposed to all of my family and loved ones. I had been living a double life of untreated addiction for years. While it was unbelievably painful to finally face reality, today I’m grateful that it’s finally over. I was barely surviving, and just living for those moments when I could “escape” reality. I’m grateful today to know that I have a choice. I’m grateful for the continued support of my family who had to bear the brunt of my insanity. I’m grateful to a man named Peter, who I met at an AA meeting one year ago tomorrow. I’m grateful to another guy from AA named Moises, who called me everyday the first few weeks and introduced me to some good meetings and friends. I’m grateful that I have a home group that has loved me and accepted me when I hated myself. I’m grateful to my sponsor, who has taken time out of his busy schedule to help me work the 12 steps. I’m grateful for my many friends here on Loosid that have introduced me to so many new tools that help me in my recovery. I’m grateful to the powers that be that have given me another chance, that have opened my mind so that I can work the 12 steps like never before. I’m grateful for everything at this moment. I could on and on…My thoughts and prayers go out to all those that are sick and suffering from this disease. I pray that they can experience the freedom of choice that I have today. I don’t feel like this every day. I still struggle at times. Life still goes on. The difference is I’m working a daily program of recovery that relieves me of my insanity, rather than reach for an unhealthy substance or a behavior.

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Good stuff Lee! Congratulations

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Thank you for sharing. You’re amazing and an inspiration :muscle:

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Thanks Barbara!! It wasn’t long ago that I was at 45 days, so congrats to you too!

:raised_hands:t3::raised_hands:t3::raised_hands:t3:

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Great testimony on getting a normal life back. Thank you for sharing and congratulations.

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Congratulations :tada: Lee! You are an inspiration for all! Thank you for sharing! :blush:

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Very well said. Congratulations!

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Thank you for sharing I needed this right now congrats :tada::clap:

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a year is such a great feeling… well done (tomorrow) :wink:!!!

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That’s a huge milestone. Congrats!!

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Proud of you.

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Congrats!! Thank you for the kind words you’ve shared with me and countless others. You are doing your part and so much more, we greatly appreciate you!!

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Nicely done✅

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Beautiful and inspiring.
This has me in tears.
I’m on day 20.

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Way to go, man!

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I’m super stoked I have been able to see your growth! You have come along my brother! Your story needs to be heard.
I have all the love for you! Keep up the good work! Time to get a few sponsees? :joy: ODAAT

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Happy birthday!

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Thank you for sharing and all the encouragement you give to others

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Thanks everyone!!! I love all of you!!!