day 4 clean from crack and cocaine. fighting temptations to get a half of soft tonight when my pay comes in..
but i know i am better than that. keeping busy has been good.
i made a promise to myself and need to follow through .
I lost one of my closest friends ,
and my boyfriends best friend. due to this lifestyle .
His life was taken from him over drugs and money .
He was planning for a better life.
He wanted to better himself .. had plans to go to college..
I am and will do this for me but also in memory of him .
I wish he was here today and had the chance to make it out.
I think of you and wish you were here, every dam ( WHY CANT WE SWEAR ON HERE ) day .
You did not deserve what happened to you.
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