Hello all you sober peeps. Day 4 and I'm anxious and feel my nerve endings but also very happy I've made this decision. It's not the first time but I'm very serious about it and doing it because I want to not because I have to. I've had some major realizations that became clear yesterday in terms of alcohol and my family. Nothing I didn't already know but somehow I reframed my perceptions and it's like seeing it all in front of me so clearly. I feel strong in my convictions today. Got my big book, 12×12 and called my old sponsor turned buddy today. Have gratitude that I slept well, don't have cravings, have a good job, home, family, awesome well adjusted adult children. I don't want to put my folks or kids through any incidents if my health went downhill. I don't want to die from this thing. It happens every single day....all over the world. Hope you all have a safe and sober Friday night.
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