Day 46 of not doing any drugs! record is 3yrs & 3 months twice. So my plan is to make it throught this 24 hrs! I made my daily commitment this morning………everytime i get to 3yrs & 3months I stop doing my daily commitment,I get lazy & I think my disease is in check…….you think after 30 yrs of trying to stay clean I would get this program right. The sad part is I always take my will back & pick up drugs. I haven’t picked up alcohol in almost 8 yrs but I’ve relapsed twice on drugs in almost 8 yrs both relapses lasted 1.5 months but the damage was unbelievable the first relapse cost me my wife & children,they gave up waiting for me to finally get sober. You would think I would get it right one day,So I’m back to living 24 hrs at a time. PLEASE HAVE A SAFE & CLEAN 24HRS!
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good luck