Day 5, didn’t sleep very well and I can’t eat. I don’t know if it’s detoxing or the problems in my life. I’m going to my first A.A. meeting tonight in over two years. Hopefully, that helps.
I had the same thing happen when I was a week in. Found it was a combination of detoxing, anxiety, guilt, self hate, and confusion all wrapped in a little box of foggy self pity. Congratulations on the 5! Sounds like this isn’t your first rodeo, but stick with it. We got you!