Day 79 - I had a dream I was drinking and lost all my days and I was ashamed to come on here after so many days sober and say “Day 1 - ….”
This monster is trying to attack me in my sleep… 
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I heard someone say at a meeting once they were grateful for occasional using dreams because it aloud them to realize how much they care about their recovery and aloud them to feel the shame and quilt of relapse without relapsing. Further re enforcing their commitment to sobriety.
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That truly is such a sh!tty feeling. However, waking up clean and sober makes it so much better! The monsters can go back into hiding. Stay mindful and present. You have the kryptonite to beat this monster
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