Here we go again. The Universe is pushing me... I was kicked out for my drinking, missed 2 terms of school now. On a waiting list for rehab... sleeping on a couch again....almost going to hit bottom but I'm raising it. I dont have to fall completely down again. I'm traumatized from being homeless in the past.
Iām glad you at least have a couch and roof over your head. Keep your head up. You are worth fighting for!
Everytime I mess up and realize I'm in another messy situation I ask myself if I learned anything. Sometimes it takes a few days before I notice sometimes it takes months and even years. So even if you're not in the best situation the fact that you have 9 days and the wheels are in motion to do better means you've learned somethin. It's just up to you to not forget it. Remind yourself everyday. The longer the time between the present and your last drink or drug, the easier it is to forget why being sober is so important. Hope this helps you stay focused. Stay strong you can do it.
You are on the right track! Praying you get into rehab soon. In the meantime, not sure if you use any other recovery groups or anything but maybe try getting to some meetings.
Stay strong we believe in you!
@raine284393 ... You can do this. I know you can. We talked about this on the phone. Answer my text message.