Day 94...again! Last time I didn't count my days at all but had around eight years sober. Til I threw it all away instead of just dealing with things like regular people do. I've been dealing with a lot of shame and guilt and zero self worth this time. Its been way harder then the last time. I'm working the 12 steps. Step one actually. No just got to find a sponsor..but just step one is taking me deep...
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Keep up the great work just remember you may have hard days but it will never be as hard as it is coming off of alcohol or drugs . I know i dont knownyou but im proud of you .
Hi Lisa, it's good you are back and sober! I was a chronic relapser and agree it gets harder to stop each time. Try not to be too hard on yourself! Instead, celebrate you are 94 days sober! Keep up the good,hard work.
iād love to help sponsor you, i have five years sober!