I’ve reached day four and it’s been okay. Just been on edge and angry. I’ve ignored calls and questions if I need anything and it makes me feel good but I’ve definitely wanted to buy and have used unhealthy alternatives, but again, second by second, I can’t do it all at once. I have therapy in a few days and I literally can not wait. My birthday is in little over a week and that’s its own trigger. I don’t find peace in the new year and holidays but it is what it is. Every day is a chance to change the path you’re paving.
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They have on line meetings.zoom meeting aa/celebrate recovery look on line .see what you find.we can’t do this a lone.we need people.have someone help you.