Day one Not so scared anymore

Recovery
#1

When I decided to give up alcohol, I was feeling terrified. I have been thimking about quitting for a while now, and a n episode with overindulgence (yet again🙄). I finally have had enough! But it scared me. I don't know who I am without the booze.

Hubby and I took a long motorcycle ride throhgh tge foothills today, went to a town south of ours for lunch (no boozy drinks) and got caught in the rain 4 different times!

If I wanted to FEEL my feelings, I sure did today! :rofl:

I am not so scared to be sober now. I may not know who I am without alcohol, but I am excited to re-meet her. It's been a long time.:heart:

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#2

I felt this in my bones. That first day is wild, right? You’re sitting there wondering who the h3ll you are without alcohol. I remember being afraid of the quiet times, or my own thoughts. Glad I took the that first step and glad you’re here too

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#3

Welcome to sobriety. It may be scary at first. As long as you have hope. I will be 3 years sober on the 24th. I never imagined a life like I have today. But for the grace of a living God

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