Day zero again I made it 1 1/2 week and

Day zero again I made it 1 1/2 week and caved yesterday due to the same thing that has kept me drinking. Feeling like a failure.

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It's a good day to reset Abby, but you gotta want it as bad as you wanted to drink!! I relapsed a lot before I finally stayed...and that is what it came down to. What do I want more and am I miserable enough to quit! Don't let how you're feeling stand in your way of staying sober!! You're gonna have a lot of emotions especially in the beginning that you don't really know what to do with and that's ok...
Do you have a sponsor?

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We have all felt that way before, please trust me on that. You are not alone. Tomorrow is a new day and with some support can be easier.

Ahhhh, maybe stop repeating that same thing? Hope you can get plugged in to recovery. Keep trying.

Thank you. I relapsed Wednesday and it went through Thursday because I drank because the shame tricked me.