Dealing with greif over the loss of my fiancé and dont wanna start drinking aga....
Jamal, so sorry for your loss! I can’t even fathom what you are going through. But I do know that drinking will make it exponentially worse.
I’ve seen many people in similar situations really leaning into AA meetings and sharing their grief.
Also grief counseling in addition is a suggestion. You’re going through an extremely traumatic experience but you shouldn’t be alone.
I’m here if you need to talk.
Death is hard thing to handle but it is important that we feel our grief and learn from it and share it we have to learn how to feel after not feeling for so long. I have experienced a lot of deaths the worse being my mother's I do understand and so do so many others!! It's awesome that you reached out! Smile it looks good on you