Lately, I've been looking at myself in parts, I played in a downpoll of my marriage. I used to blame my wife for everything about it, but the fact is it takes 2, and I can't take her inventory, I only take mine and the only person do not have any control of where the ability to fix me. No, the fact is, I failed my wife to leave her in a proper orderly manner. I helped I'm hurt you're actually a psycho. Let me think of some Des charged up to us. See what she looks like she had. To be hurt and look towards other words, which would hurt her and keep the start of to go going, neither one of us wanted to admit we'll do it. No, it yes, wanted to own our partner. We kept playing the other and then doing so. Very much led to a cycle of relapse and more damage. I felt just stop the cycle and fixed. What was wrong with me demanding? She fixed it, but she couldn't do.
I believe she left to break that cycle. So we should put and keep hurting each other. And she did that out of love, people can say what they watch about her and like, but like her night dating was like high school, getting married became something I wanted a PhD m and I know my wife's better than anyone she had a big heart and loved things. But she had her middle and shoes, and neither one of us was dealing with And mine, and you're not doing any of that I felt to give her something to respect or to follow, I don't hate my wife, I actually still love her very much. I still wear my and now that I've accepted what my fault is. I'm trying to fix it even though we've been apart from those 2 years I'm doing that show because I want to honor my marriage and my wife even if it does finally come to divorce. People say all the time, how could you ever get back together? And we started from 0 started over. Again, took no questions learned for yeah, the pain are left there. No more score, keeping no more. You owe maybe there's true love and forgiveness and exemptions that remove the drawing. I meant no person is perfect and the true marriage. True love extreme relationship is 2 imperfect people refusing to give up on each other. My wife put herself on a pretty bad way and I hope somebody can forgive me for the parts I played she ball always be the greatest thing I ever did being with her being a husband being a family with her will always be the high point of my life, I pray that it's not over but if it is, I hope she knows she's left from Afar and I have nothing but the best wishes for her. I hope she finds someone that loves her the way I do even better now that she's truly happy. I want nothing but her to be tripping over potential.And in the other i'm sorry from the wrong I did
